tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post5904167286133030531..comments2023-08-21T07:49:51.052-04:00Comments on Life of an Army Wife: DisappearingRebeccahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-994354220309322782012-02-03T14:09:55.295-05:002012-02-03T14:09:55.295-05:00I have a new book to read for the book club. Its ...I have a new book to read for the book club. Its keeping my interest peaked with ideas for my next seedling trays.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-20493535939594244832012-02-02T19:33:12.414-05:002012-02-02T19:33:12.414-05:00It ain't over til it's over. I'm stil...It ain't over til it's over. I'm still hopeful for you... hope the time passes quickly.pork chophttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16170065932437654369noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-58008337753312288612012-02-02T17:49:12.740-05:002012-02-02T17:49:12.740-05:00I don't think I did it too soon but I might ha...I don't think I did it too soon but I might have been up peeing way too often last night as the Endometrin has a lovely side effect that causes frequent nightly potty breaks from dreamland. I must have peed at least 5 times between 10pm and 4am.<br />Bad toady that I am, I'm going to test again tomorrow. I can't resist the urge with 13 sticks left. I mean this is my very last IVF unless some how I can afford donor eggs in the next year.<br /><br />So with HOPE, I'll pee thinking that my baby might still be safe in my womb for another day. If no lines tomorrow I'll try not to fret too much and find other things to distract me. As long as AF stays away I'm good.<br /><br /><br />When to Start HPTs During the Two Week Wait (2WW)<br /><br />For a 3-day transfer, don't POAS (pee on a stick) until 6 days after transfer.<br /><br />For a 5-day transfer, don't POAS until 4 days after transfer. <br /><br /> http://www.ivfconnections.com/forums/content.php/673-The-IVF-Two-Week-Wait-%282WW%29-If-and-When-to-Do-a-Home-Pregnancy-TestRebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-43133261711636838512012-02-02T17:35:31.753-05:002012-02-02T17:35:31.753-05:00Rebecca, could it be the HCG trigger that you saw ...Rebecca, could it be the HCG trigger that you saw yesterday and would explain the lighter line today? I really hope so...please don't give up on Hope. From what I have read not all women get symptoms and the breast tenderness comes and goes. Stay positive -- I know its hard. TWW sucks :-(Sunflowerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12666376683383060063noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-76657682546799152712012-02-02T17:25:40.320-05:002012-02-02T17:25:40.320-05:00Though I'm looking forward to beta day I'm...Though I'm looking forward to beta day I'm also a bit scared of it too.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-932973466341756932012-02-02T17:25:01.256-05:002012-02-02T17:25:01.256-05:00The last pregnancy I watched as the line got light...The last pregnancy I watched as the line got lighter. Right now what is keeping me going is that my body isn't doing all its normal PMS you are going to have a raging flow symptoms.<br /><br />Oh and the pelvic pinching is back again. Maybe its just that my hormones fluctuate that much in the day?Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-43164813524881147922012-02-02T17:23:06.278-05:002012-02-02T17:23:06.278-05:00Thanks for thinking of me. I decided I would go r...Thanks for thinking of me. I decided I would go read for a bit after prepping the evening meal. Now I just have to wait for J to get home so I can bake it.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-15255882808800872612012-02-02T17:21:57.774-05:002012-02-02T17:21:57.774-05:00I'm just having one of those days is all Toni....I'm just having one of those days is all Toni. I too hope that in four days I'll have good news.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-91572641202704264632012-02-02T16:59:39.038-05:002012-02-02T16:59:39.038-05:00please don't loose hope.... its not over. bet...please don't loose hope.... its not over. beta day is coming soon<br />xoxoxoJes Ghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07328608077540015554noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-67719395018148588922012-02-02T15:33:38.354-05:002012-02-02T15:33:38.354-05:00The tww is seriously rough. Extremely rough. Not t...The tww is seriously rough. Extremely rough. Not to contradict others, but there is no such thing as a false positive. Pregnancy tests require a minimum level of hcg that is above what is considered a positive hcg beta draw (usually a 5 for the beta, whereas pregnancy tests require at least a 10-15). The only way hcg is in your system is if there is some of the trigger shot remaining (highly unlikely at this point) or you are pregnant, since our bodies only produce hcg when the baby has implanted and begun releasing hcg into our systems.<br /><br />I've had an early loss, so I remember the heartbreak of seeing lines fade and eventually disappear. With our baby girl, there were days that the lines would get a lot lighter, but it had to do with differing times of when I tested. I'm still holding out hope for you!Baby Hopeshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12247685343284672194noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-60290689108330959722012-02-02T15:23:11.702-05:002012-02-02T15:23:11.702-05:00Oh gosh I'm sorry you are going through this r...Oh gosh I'm sorry you are going through this right now. Try not to lose Hope that it is still there trying its hardest to grow. I have been thinking of you and am sending lots of hugs and love. xxxEndoJoannahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18398955737423055566noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-15967694738560068682012-02-02T14:56:29.396-05:002012-02-02T14:56:29.396-05:00I wish I had advice for you, but I dont. I think a...I wish I had advice for you, but I dont. I think alot can change in four more days. I do know that some woman have lots of symptons and some have none. Like one of your bloggers said, its a real mind F. I hope that in four days we can say congrats because thats what I want to do!Just Thttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06315564549299993908noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-86527712678563155712012-02-02T14:40:32.154-05:002012-02-02T14:40:32.154-05:00I do have a few projects but the only one I can ge...I do have a few projects but the only one I can get to right now is one I'd rather not work on as it was the one I was doing when last I miscarried. Call it stupid if you will but I'm trying to culture good luck in my petri dish of life right now.<br /><br />I just need to go read my next book for the book club and chill out.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-56882935236578957442012-02-02T14:37:33.433-05:002012-02-02T14:37:33.433-05:00The 2ww is so hard. We know our bodies so well th...The 2ww is so hard. We know our bodies so well that we can analyze every little thing that changes, or doesn't change. Hang in there and try to distract yourself with something. I know that is much easier said than done, but maybe there's a project you can work on or something. It's not over until it's over so keep Hope with you for now. Fingers crossed for you!TeeJayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00893545693449975785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-41828887016094002392012-02-02T14:36:16.573-05:002012-02-02T14:36:16.573-05:00LOL I know I shouldn't be testing early but I&...LOL I know I shouldn't be testing early but I'm like a kid sneaking a peek at the gifts under the tree. I even told Dr.B. during the transfer that I was going to test at home because I couldn't wait. He understood which is surprising. I want this pregnancy to work so much so that I'm actually afraid to do much because I am high risk.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-18771709606306592672012-02-02T14:16:04.618-05:002012-02-02T14:16:04.618-05:00My doc told me NOT to test early because the crazy...My doc told me NOT to test early because the crazy hormones we're on totally F everything up. She totally warned me that she's seen false negatives and false positives. So don't read into these changes at all. Just keep focusing on Hope.<br /><br />Thinking about you and Hope. Fingers crossed, lady!Sometimeshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12671391512819360236noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-3849098919723784382012-02-02T14:06:50.170-05:002012-02-02T14:06:50.170-05:00Hi Jen,
Its not that I don't like swearing, i...Hi Jen, <br />Its not that I don't like swearing, its that I swear too much still. I'm trying to curb it and I'm getting better at it.<br /><br />The tww wait is driving me nuts. I wish it were Monday already and I knew my results. The breast tenderness is back but not as noticeable unless I try to cross my arms. I'm getting some back pain now which could be the cycle trying to end but it could also be my bulging disc too.<br /><br />The only reason, I guess, that I'm testing so early is because I want to know that Hope is still with me. I'm so afraid to lose Hope. This was my last IVF. I'm done with my own dna now.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-18250811310025832272012-02-02T14:03:03.990-05:002012-02-02T14:03:03.990-05:00Thanks. Now if only I could stop eating from bein...Thanks. Now if only I could stop eating from being anxious. Sure I'm not gaining weight...yet!Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-15405844052892400722012-02-02T13:52:45.725-05:002012-02-02T13:52:45.725-05:00The tww is such a mind f*ck (sorry, you don't ...The tww is such a mind f*ck (sorry, you don't like swearing, do you?) I can barely stand it. I alternate about every 4 hours as to whether or not I think it worked. I dropped 2.5 pounds in one day, and started to feel less bloated, and thought for sure it was the end, until hours later when I stood up too fast and felt a throb in my abdomen. It's all over the place! I have not yet started to test, and I will hold out until Sunday morning due to my past with chemicals. I rally can't handle those faint faint lines. Fingers crossed for both of us!Jenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02556722325372102710noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-76071512261648168892012-02-02T13:19:00.617-05:002012-02-02T13:19:00.617-05:00I completely remember being in this stage too. It&...I completely remember being in this stage too. It's so hard but I am keeping the hope alive for you! *big hugs*@EndoJourneyhttp://www.journeywithendometriosis.wordpress.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-40936739601176267342012-02-02T12:56:14.705-05:002012-02-02T12:56:14.705-05:00Its just so weird Cristy. I know the endometrin c...Its just so weird Cristy. I know the endometrin can jack up the feelings and symptoms and thus everything seems at times to be more intense. But when they start disappearing I have doubts that creep in. Of course that leads to me wanting to cry.Rebeccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06316511791499949824noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7492793455039836501.post-78274218883367781172012-02-02T12:51:30.818-05:002012-02-02T12:51:30.818-05:00Oh Rebecca. I have some guesses, but I really don&...Oh Rebecca. I have some guesses, but I really don't know. And I remember being in this stage of the 2WW all too well. I know you're scared and uncertainty is a bitch, but I'm not giving up on Hope yet. Sending you lots of love and hoping for some very good news soon.Cristyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04317873211902543387noreply@blogger.com