I got angry.
I cried.
I went grocery shopping for food that I won't eat but J will. It was mostly his stuff he needed as well, I eat like a bird these days think bread and bread products.
Went out for lunch. J bought me a gift for Tuesday's celebration of which he promptly wrapped when we got home. The thing that I wanted to get for him won't be completed yet. Its just a new stock for his granddad's shotgun. Oh we started that project back in October but the guy who is making it is so back logged on gun projects that he probably won't get it to it until next month. So for now J is just going to get an IOU and some candy.
Still have pelvic pain. My GERD is hell right now. Both kept me up last night like a newborn crying for a bottle.
Tomorrow is church. We'll see if I feel up to going. I hope I can go as these days its about the only thing that makes me feel a bit better about life.
If my ovaries are still possibly good and my uterus is still okay and I don't show signs for killing off any more babies we'll go with my own DNA again and give it more more try.
If my eggs are shit then we go with donor eggs.
If my endo is worse and my uterus is killing off the babies we are done.
13 more days until the WTF appointment.
Oh and excuse my cussing. I'm just in that kind of mood. I'll repent tomorrow and probably still swear a bit more after. Life isn't always fair and we all know that.
Celiac note: I'm now starting with a rash and I have a bruise on my forearm as of this morning. No clue where the bruise came from as I don't remember hurting myself on anything.
