CD 14

CD 14 and still no dark second line.  I was hoping to do an IUI with trigger shot by now.  But my doctor decided otherwise.  To him a 16 mm follicle isn't mature enough and with the budget cuts to our clinic they can't have me come in again this week for another monitoring appointment.

I'm hoping that maybe tomorrow I'll get the dark second line.  Until then it is baby dance every other day as most of us that are trying to conceive will do.

I have a nice stress rash behind and above both of my ears.  The patch of stress rash that is on my abdomen has now returned to flesh tone but is still raised.  Mind you I've had a stress rash before.  When J decided to enlist in the Army I broke out in a nice rash on various parts of my body.  After all it is war time and was so back then, I was afraid of him getting hurt or worse.

However, I can't take the necessary medicine for the problem.  No it isn't because my clinic doesn't know,  of which they most likely wouldn't care since it is an OTC drug that works but it is because I can't take the steroid cream that I will suffer.  Those trying to conceive know quite well that steroid usage while trying is limited to a only upon death bed do you get to use it.

I can't wear my spectacles.  I'm wearing my contact lenses.  I have a sample pack of the 1 day lenses and I'm not liking them.  I'm thinking this weekend I'll put in an order for the two week ones I normally use.  I haven't purchased contact lenses in over two years.  Just never have a reason to wear them all that much until the rash.

My stress level is up enough that again last night I had the PTSD nightmares.