After clothes shopping I went grocery shopping. I saved $17.00 USD in coupons at the commissary. Not really all that bad. Brought my grocery bill down to $78.00 plus a bit in change.
I'm not sure if its the weather or the round ligament and ovarian cyst pain but moving around just hurts. I know that Fibromyalgia, of which I have, can be worse during cold, damp weather. Whatever the problem is I'm tired and feel like taking a nap. However, with Fibromyalgia, I'm not supposed to be napping as I might not sleep well later tonight when I should be sleeping. Really I'm not quite sure what sleep is any more. For the past twenty years I haven't had one solid night's sleep. For those of you that have no clue what Fibromyalgia feels like I'll give you a hint, it feels like you have the flu 24/7 for years on end with only a few days occasionally of half way normal days.
I want to be left alone but yet I want company. I want to go outside and do whatever most couples do when they have time off together. I have to pick and chose what I can do each day. A few of my friends also have this rotten condition and they do understand how it feels. I'm really sorry that they have it as it does put a damper on life.
So with all said above my brain is once again blanking out. I've forgotten what I really wanted to post about today. Sorry it turned into a complaint but that is how it goes with Fibromyalgia. Now where did I leave my book again? I bet I'll find it some place weird. Once I even found it in the fridge!
For more information on Fibromyalgia click on any of the links below:
The Oregon Fibromyalgia Foundation
Fibromyalgia Information
National Fibromyalgia Association
