Thursday, March 1, 2012

Not This Time

I think somehow the endometriosis claimed another chance at pregnancy.  I'm not sure what went wrong but I woke up with awful cramps this A.M..  No spotting but then again I think that is do to the progesterone supplement I'm taking.  Again a BFN and its 13 DPO.  Its over.  I'm stopping the endometrin tonight.  I'm going to let AF win this round and start over with a smile on the clomid for one last ditch effort before J leaves.  End of story.

J finally was able to get a 3 day pass.  Yay!  So late last night I was booking a motel for us.  Now I just have to finish the packing and remember to pack plenty of feminine protection.  You know, just in case AF decides to show up this weekend.  If I hadn't of taken the endometrin, with the spotting I was already getting, she would have probably shown up tomorrow.  So I'm thinking that perhaps Sunday she'll be here.

I shall not look a gift horse in the mouth.  I managed to lose 1.2 pounds overnight.  That seems to correspond with the impending next cycle as if I look back at my last cycle with the doomed IVF I'll see that right around today in the cycle I too lost the weight which I thought was rather odd.  Oh I'm sure it will just find its way back to my body over the weekend.  Maybe I should pack my pedometer and see if I can  some way keep the fat at bay. 

We are headed out tomorrow after finishing up a few details here and there like buying some snack food for the trip.  The one main problem with sleeping away from home is that if you get hungry in the middle of the night there is no midnight raid of the fridge unless you remember to bring the goods.  All I need is a can of low salt nuts and some healthy cardboard like food and I'll be good.

I'll post photos after I take them like I did last time.  Hopefully my camera batteries won't die off as early as they did last time.

Oh and yes, I was finally given the approximate date.  I'll let everyone know well after the fact when he has gone as my blog will be mutating in that particular direction.  I have to say that I think I'm more scared of this deployment than the last two.  I don't know how he does it.  I am proud of him.

Off to Oregon for the weekend.


17 comments:

  1. You have so much going on right now. I am thinking of you and praying your husband has a safe deployment is back home soon for you.

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    1. I hope that he comes back whole and healthy. Thanks for thinking of us.

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  2. I'm sorry to hear the news. I wish you a wonderful trip. And I'm thinking of you are you prepare for J's deployment.

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    1. Well its to be expected considering my eggs are crap. Tonight is the last endometrin and tomorrow will be the last hpt I take this cycle. I want to go on the trip knowing that if I chose to eat a food on the No-No list I can.

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  3. I'm sorry that you didn't get your unicorn :( Best of luck with your clomid cycle that's coming up.

    I hope you have an enjoyable weekend. I'll be thinking of you and J.

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    1. Well we all really knew that the odds were stacked against me getting a unicorn. But I have to say it was rather nice to "try" on our own for a change. I really don't miss the hormone roller coaster.

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  4. Sorry to hear the news, Rebecca. But I am glad that you have a postive outlook and are ready to take one more shot at the Clomid. As they say, you just gotta keep trying.

    I hope you have a fabulous weekend with your hubby, and some nice R&R. I know what you mean about midnight snack. Whenever I travel on business I always carry some nuts and snacks for the room and invariably I have to dig into them.

    I will defintely be praying that J's deployment goes well and he comes back home to you safe and healthy.

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    1. Thanks Sunflower. Sighs, not even sure why but I'm going to do one last hpt tomorrow and that is that.

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  5. I'm sorry this wasn't it. Have a good time on your trip and Good luck on your next cycle!

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    1. We had a wonderful trip Emily. I'll blog about it for a few days with photos too.

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  6. I'm sorry hon, bummer about this cycle (big one). Hoping J's time away speeds past and he's back soon.

    Hope your oregon weekend rocks

    (for some reason when I go to comment here, I have to refresh the page several times before the box shows up, then it eats my comment. Think its a blogger thing, or maybe my old version of firefox, but kinda by way of explanation for my minimal comments lately)

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  7. Sorry you didn't get your unicorn (*hugs*)

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  8. Sorry this cycle is a bust. :-(
    But I hope you enjoy some much deserved QT with the hubby.
    I also wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of the support you have given me. It has meant the world.

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    1. Mo, its just nice to have a friend like you. Wishing I could offer you more than my friendship from a distance.

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  9. Really sorry to hear the news and hoping you get some much needed R&R from all this on your Oregon trip. x

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