Anyone get the laundry detergent pun in the post title?
Well okay this week I managed to gain a total of 1.8 pounds. Go me! Not really. Rather upset at my body. I guess my plans for pushing the loss to 3 pounds didn't go so well. I didn't mess with my diet. I ate more protein, less salt, more fiber, drank more water, exercised more. The estrogen won out. Damn!
All I can do is hope that I hold out even the next couple of weeks before the transfer.
I did everything possible to lose that 1.8 pounds. Boo! I even ate BEANS last night for dinner. I made the beans from dried beans as to make sure the sodium content would stay down. Damn estrogen is still constipating me a bit. Every time my estrogen is up, I hope it isn't up too much, I get issues with weight gain and IBS.
I ate oatmeal yesterday too. Adding in even more fiber so that not much fat would stay with me. For two days I have weighed the same. Maybe I should be thankful that I'm staying the same and not gaining? Okay so I am thankful God, please don't let me gain more.
I think this jacks my BMI back up 34 again. I think I told all of you before, at least once, that I am quite embarrassed by my size. I'm a size 16. I'm obese. Wishing I were still a size 8. But that size 8 is still in there, I ate her! Hmmm...maybe that would explain why I'm having troubles going poo?
I blame my weird sense of humor on the warped reading choice of late. I'm reading a book by the Harvard Lampoon, a spoof on the Rings trilogy. Thar be a lot of poo in them pages.
Well now that I've gotten the shit off my brain I feel a bit better. Hope all of you have a fantastic Friday.