Monday, February 13, 2012
I realize at my age its rare to conceive naturally. I realize with my medical issues I might get another embryo only to have it refuse to implant. I realize that I might, just might have a snow balls chance in hell of creating a baby.
I'll take what I can get.
So this is where I am in my life. Its down to experimenting. I'm experimenting with my infertility and my diet. I tried eating a sugary treat with wheat in it only to start belching it back up within minutes. My right hip is refusing to cooperate today due to the damp cold weather so I'm experimenting with different sitting positions trying to find a measure of comfort.
There is of course life beyond the medical aspect that seems to rule many of an infertiles life. I'm actively planning my garden. I will set seeds to peet in the next week. I'm quite excited to have something edible growing again. I do the garden thing every year.
I'm also planning a weekend trip with J. We just need to get away from here for a little bit. We can't go far without having to file paperwork with the Army so its only going to be within the state. Still it will be nice to have a change of scenery. I'll be sure to take many photos so I can have interesting things to post in my blog in the future.