Sunday, February 5, 2012
Still Not Testing
I'm not going to test at all. I'm going to wait for the beta result. I may go batty tomorrow waiting for the phone to ring with the results but either way I'll share the news with all of you.
Still no AF signs. I still get slight headaches daily. I'm still forgetful. I still have a bit of constipation that is getting to be annoying. I guess I'll have to eat even more fruit than I already do since if I ingest milk products and whole grains it goes the opposite way I don't want to get sick. No its not just the lactose its the whey protein. I've always had that allergy.
I actually felt like dressing up a bit more today for church and so J decided to put on dress pants and a nice shirt too. No tie. He hates wearing a tie unless its for his uniform. I thought the cute Garfield tie would look nice today but no go there. Oh he has plenty of ties from his days of office work as an engineer but now that he doesn't have to wear one often he prefers not to. I suppose I could have pressured him to wear one but I'd rather not wear a tie either as I don't much like turtlenecks and anything strangulating my neck.
So here I sit. No odd colorations are showing up on the Endometrin applicators so I guess that means no AF. Yes, I'm really afraid that tomorrow I'll find out that I lost Hope. I'd rather not think that, see the results or hear them and go on my blissfull way of ignorance. But I have to face the facts when presented.
I do hope that I am still pregnant and that my beta is a good number tomorrow. Its almost as if I'm gambling but in a way I am. I'm fighting the odds associated with infertility.
Good luck to everyone that is trying to conceive this month. I hope all of us get our dream's fulfilled.