Thursday, February 2, 2012
I'm wondering if my dreams for a baby of my own genetics are disappearing like the sun on the horizon; just slowly sinking.
My symptoms like the lines on the HPT are disappearing too.
Has Hope decided to desert my womb?
My breasts aren't as sore.
I have some nausea and some other vague symptoms but it could very well be attributed to the Endometrin I take three times a day.
I'm scared. This seems to be going the way of my last two pregnancies.
I guess one disturbing symptom I have of which it could be a sign that my menses will soon start is that I'm getting some egg white cervical mucus when I wipe besides the Endometrin slime. So quite possibly I'm having another estrogen surge.
My pelvis isn't sore or tight, just kind of full and firm I guess is the best description like how it is before my cycle ends and another starts. Last bits of pain I had were yesterday. No spotting for implantation. Nothing of the sort. I'm hungry and eating more but now my weight for the fourth day in a row has stayed the same. No gain. No loss.
First HPT this morning had an even lighter line, if that is possible, than yesterday. Second test the line was non-existent.
If anyone has a clue as to what is going on, fill me in because my body is just messing with my mind now. Four more days until I have the Beta.