Monday, May 14, 2012

How I Celebrated Mother's Day

I woke up at 0430 hrs and started crying.  Then I argue with my spouse about how crappy our life was, then more crying.

Finally two hours later I went back to bed.

I woke up several times before I decided enough of the depression and hauled my self out of the bed.

The fun started shortly there after.  The room was spinning.  I checked my blood pressure and it was 107/70.  Kind of low for me and I had taken my blood pressure medicine 5 hours before checking the pressure.

Looks like I had a wonderful case of Meniere's for the day.  So happy Meniere's Day to me for yesterday.  I walked into door, knocked stuff over, burned my thumb making pizza from scratch...damn oven I know it just jumped out to bite my thumb.

If I tilted my head back the room would spin ever so wonderfully like I was drunk.  Wish I had been drunk since at least that would have been more fun.

J treated me well yesterday.  Over the weekend, starting Friday he gave me ruby earrings, two plants, cake and ice cream oh and a  card.  But of course I made him pizza so I deserved cake and ice cream because I make fantastic pizza.

I survived yet another Mother's day.  I test with a HPT today since I'm 14 DPO...BFN.  Oh well it was a cycle off.  What did I expect?  The breast tenderness, nausea, uterus pain, headaches, food aversion, and heightened sense of smell can all be traced back to other problems I have that are chronic.  Funny how they all developed over a four day period and not all at once.  Such is life!

I hope all my friends here survived Mother's day.

22 comments:

  1. Oh Rebecca we all need to have a nice break down every once in a while. Ruby earrings huh? I bet those are so pretty! Glad you were treated to nice things this weekend.

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    1. Ruby earrings for two reasons: my birthstone and it would have been the birthstone of JR if it had made it to term this July.

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  2. It's hard not to feel so low on Mother's Day. Still, I'm so sorry it was a rough one. May today be better.

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    1. Yesterday was a bit better. Still dealing with the Meniere's but better.

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  3. I'm sorry your day started out so bad.....Glad your hubby could make the day better!

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    1. He did his best to try to help change the mood.

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  4. I'm sorry you had a crappy day :( Another year down, another year until it comes again. xoxo

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  5. (*hugs*) I was thinking about you and so many others yesterday. It had to be hard.

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    1. You would know well with all the years you had to deal with it too. I'm just glad that this year was different for you.

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    1. I should take a photo for insurance reasons of all my jewelry that I've added over the past few years. I just keep forgetting to do that.

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  7. Take care of yourself my friend. I know this cycle was a sort of 'let's see what happens', but it was still a negative. For that, I am sorry.

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    1. What's annoying me is that I'm not on any hormones at all and my breasts hurt like they did when I was pregnant. I know my hormones are messed up but sheesh I could do without the false hopes.

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  8. Rebecca, your story made me feel so sad for you. I' m glad you got some things to enjoy (earrings and some plants). I know it sounds cheesy, but I hope you can see some good in every day. I personally know how hard it can be, when rain is pouring down, to see the potential for an awesome rainbow!

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    1. Thanks Mel for the advice. I know you are dealing with similar issues. I'm not always such a downer debbie.

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  9. Homemade pizza - yummy!! Hope you are feeling better. The earings must be pretty :-)

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    1. I love homemade pizza. If I can get the sauce just right the rest of the pizza is easy. I never write down what I put into the sauce so some times its tricky to remember what I put in the one that tasted just right!

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  10. Thought about you on Sunday, glad you survived (albeit barely!) Homemade pizza sounds amazing! I swear I will learn how to make it someday soon!

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    1. It really pretty easy to make. The dough takes the longest.

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  11. Sorry you had a rough day. Glad your Hubby pampered you a bit.

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    1. The cake and ice cream was a nice touch.

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