Tomorrow J graduates. I can tell all of you how relieved I am that this class is over tomorrow! I've been trying to avoid all stress thrown my way but again this cycle is going to be a bust. The more stress he is under the less he wants to try to create a family. Understandable!
August is the board and hopefully the stress will be over for a while.
August we'll find out the results of the karyotyping he is going to have done later this week.
August we are going on vacation.
August we will make a decision on where our baby trail goes. Most likely it will take us the full month to decide but I'm being patient.
Over the weekend we did some grocery shopping and I saw the cutest baby girl. She was about a year old. J saw her too and was smiling at her when she giggled back at him. My heart melted. If we decide to not have children it is going to be on rough healing period and I hope that my followers stick with me as I discover a new life.
Hoping we will still decide to have children, IF it is possible.
Until we make a decision we have little things like real life milestones. Tomorrow J graduates from WLC with a 96 grade point average.