Today I'll be walking in water. I had to put it off last week due to the endometriosis putting me on full pelvic rest. I'm no longer bleeding but I'm still having pelvic pain.
It is CD5 and I'm already getting the EWCM, what the heck is going on? The cramping is bilateral too. I think my cycle is seriously mucked up. Maybe I didn't start 5 days ago and instead I should have counted on the 16th day when I had the first break through bleeding? If so that would put me at closer to CD 10 and would make a lot more sense for the EWCM and cramping.
God, if this is some cruel joke you can stop now. I know I'm getting rather old to be still trying but you blessed many a woman that is older than I with a perfectly healthy baby.
This year I placed my four glass angels on the tree and added the gold one I had in the box too. Can you believe I've lost five babies? Sometimes there are just no words to express the loss we feel.
Even when there are no words... You are not alone. Big hugs and hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteIt's so sad to know that there are many of us that understand.
DeleteI am very sorry about all of your losses. What a beautiful thing that you hang ornaments in their remembrance.
ReplyDelete*blushes* what is EWCM?
Also have fun during your water PT :D Water PT during the winter is esp nice, in my opinion.
EWCM = Egg White Cervical Mucus
DeleteThere really aren't words (*hugs*) Sorry your cycle is doing weird things, but as always hoping for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm always trying to keep hope.
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