Today I'll be walking in water. I had to put it off last week due to the endometriosis putting me on full pelvic rest. I'm no longer bleeding but I'm still having pelvic pain.
It is CD5 and I'm already getting the EWCM, what the heck is going on? The cramping is bilateral too. I think my cycle is seriously mucked up. Maybe I didn't start 5 days ago and instead I should have counted on the 16th day when I had the first break through bleeding? If so that would put me at closer to CD 10 and would make a lot more sense for the EWCM and cramping.
God, if this is some cruel joke you can stop now. I know I'm getting rather old to be still trying but you blessed many a woman that is older than I with a perfectly healthy baby.
This year I placed my four glass angels on the tree and added the gold one I had in the box too. Can you believe I've lost five babies? Sometimes there are just no words to express the loss we feel.