Of late I've been able to catch on demand a few episodes of a new show on OWN called Married To The Army Alaska. Not sure if any of my followers watch this show but I highly recommend it if you like the Army Wives drama. The show on OWN is more realistic than the drama on Lifetime network.
There are days, heck weeks, where I feel like my husband is married to the army and not to me. This past weekend was just one of those many times. I'm not complaining mind you but just telling you like it is. I'm used to putting our marriage last to his job. I'm used to having to cancel well made plans at the last minute. We will find time to be together.
What I am going to complain about is that J is still waiting on a final decision. Yes, the "Hail Mary" that we've been waiting for. He'll know this week. This word will be the final decision. Meanwhile J is working and going to ACAPP. He is doing everything he can to please everyone involved in this process.
I honestly can't wait for this decision to be final. I can't take much more of the stress.
CD 4 and I'm having bilateral pelvic pain. Rather soon for follicles to be causing pain. J and I are remaining hopeful that soon we'll catch an egg. So many things in our lives our now on the last chance. We had to put off creating a family while he was deployed, though I do know of some that have continued to try while their husbands were away it just wasn't for us as we didn't have that option back then.
if you want to watch the show I mentioned above.