Monday, December 12, 2011
As of 1000hrs my blood pressure this morning was already 139 on top. Mind you I'm on 200mg 2 times a day of Labetalol which is 400 mg a day. My blood pressure shouldn't be rising up this quickly this early in the morning. That is it shouldn't be this high at all unless someone is pushing my buttons.
Nothing pushes my buttons more quickly then unnecessary cussing. I can understand that if you are in extreme pain you are allowed to cuss but still even when I had my finger slammed in the hinges on a ladder by a co-worker once I only muttered, "finger, finger, finger!".
Really is there a need to cuss so frequently? I think not. So as of today there is now a large pickle jar in my house for cussing. You will learn to watch your language around me so that I don't get my blood pressure up.
If I have to watch my anger level and "let things go" when they are troubling me it means that you should too. Life is short and I'd rather not have a stroke or heart attack while trying to conceive.
So far this morning my husband had balled up a single one dollar bill for his first cuss of the day. Army guys tend to swear often, quite loudly, and without thought to others feelings. I plan on using the cuss jar money for household purchases. A reward for learning a lesson if you will.
Would you cuss at a priest, nun, or superior? I think not. Do I deserve to hear you curse words? If you feel the need to curse then leave my presence, go far from me, take a walk and cool down a bit then come back when you learn some manners. I deserve to be treated with respect too.
Remember I'm wanting peace so that I can create a life here. IVF isn't cheap and cursing just makes you look and sound cheap.