He also told me that if I want to get any professional beauty treatments to book them because I deserve them. Rarely do I do something nice for myself. Unless of course you count home coloring, home manicures, and home facials done all by me of course.
I want to cry some more. I've had a hellacious weekend.
I've cried, cried some more and now I feel like crying again. I almost know for certain that the beta tomorrow will prove to be negative again. I gave up home testing days ago.
I need for this sinus infection to go away. Until I'm proven to be not pregnant tomorrow I can't take much above a baby asprin to treat the pain I'm having. Certainly not a decongestant, heaven forbid I'm pregnant and am actually forming a mucus plug, as I couldn't forgive myself if I royally screwed up a potential pregnancy.
Many of you know exactly how I feel right about now. It's the damned if you do, damned if you don't.
Oh and I tried to smile when I saw the flowers but it hurt my face too much to smile. I'm only getting blood out of my nose now. Who wants to join me in my misery today? Who out there today needs some love too?
Hope you feel better soon and you get good news tomorrow.
ReplyDeletewaiting on the news now.
Delete:( I'm sorry you are feeling so crappy! And you and J are right, you DO deserve to pamper yourself!
ReplyDeleteI took some benadryl last night and it helped a bit with the sinus pain.
DeleteHow awesome of J! That is soo awesome and sweet!
ReplyDeleteHey how come I can't comment on your blog? Did you disable comments? Oh and he says thanks.
DeleteWHAT?! NO NO you should be abl eto comment! I even have annonomus commenting on! HUMM it must be my new dang layout! There are things I still havnt figured out with it yet! Thank you SOOOO much for letting me know! I am going to try and fix that ASAP!
DeleteThose flowers are beautiful. Think of that caring husband of yours today when you feel so miserable.. It always makes me feel a little better.Hoping your day and pain goes fast. ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteI feel bad that he spent so much on them but then I have to think about the fact that I am worth it. Hard to remind myself of it sometimes.
DeleteThat is so sweet of him. I hope you do book some treatments. You do deserve them. After I paid off my car I decided to treat myself to a massage a month. It was one of the best things I could do for myself.
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