Friday, September 23, 2011
High Risk Demands
I had my appointment this morning with Maternal Fetal Medicine to evaluate my risk during pregnancy if the IVF results in a pregnancy.
I ran into a few snags. First in March of 2009 I went to ER because I felt really odd. Turned out that I had had a heart attack but they couldn't determine exactly when. They gave me all the necessary treatments I would need but oh wait they lost the documentation on it. GRRRR!!! Thankfully my spouse was my witness and can testify to the fact that they stated I did have one. It does help when I have to go appointments like I did today where they don't believe me. Thanks Madigan for losing those records!
Yes, I do have the back ups from testing to show episodes of tachycardia from the holter monitor. Most strenuous thing I did while wearing it was vacuum. That shouldn't have made it go that high either.
Okay back to my major complaint. I'm high risk with or without the heart condition. That much was determined this morning by Dr. M. However, Dr. M. is refusing to write a letter stating as such that I will be high risk if the IVF cycle proves fruitful. He said its not within his power to write such a letter. My husband said, "actually it is.". Dr. M. didn't like being caught on that one. J's commander has asked for medical evidence to back up this issue that might arise. The commander only wants a letter stating what the risk could be. Its not that much to ask for. But again I got refused.
Yes yet another doctor stated he wouldn't write it. As a matter of fact he didn't care. He stated that I would have to call the American Red Cross if I got pregnant and was put on bed rest. Well if J deploys I still need letters from my doctors as to what is to be expected for that Family Care Plan in the event of such an emergency.
I hate getting the brush off. Its not like I'm asking to keep him home if I'm not going to be pregnant. I am just asking for a bloody paper stating what the risks are. Is that too much? I think not.
With the high blood pressure I have before pregnancy I was told today that I have a 50-50 chance of developing preclampsia, eclampsia, abrupto placenta, placenta previa. Add in the cardiac issues and the doctor is telling me that basically I need to rethink the idea of even conceiving if indeed I do have those issues as it would be too much strain on my body. He's a guy, he can have kids. If he were a she and wanted to have children but was infertile I think the doctor would then understand that I am indeed willing to die for it.
He then ends the discussion by telling J and I that we need to go back to REI and tell them that they can write the letter. I tell Dr. M., again, that they were the ones that sent me to him to begin with because they said they couldn't write the letter.
So now I'll call REI and tell them what he said and start this mess all over again.
I'm so glad tomorrow is my wedding anniversary. We need a day out of town.
****Update. Just spoke with REI. They said, "Its the Army, we can't help you." in response to my request for the letter. If it was a definite thing that I was already pregnant they could possibly do something for me if they determined I was high risk. But since its preliminary they can't help us. However, they are deciding if they want to cancel my IVF cycle now that they realize that I have a cardiac factor. Great, I try to help out and I get things more screwed up. I have to learn to just keep my mouth shut.