Friday, April 29, 2011
Weekend Plans and Promises
I'm revving up for ovulation. Ovulation could make my ovarian cysts enlarge more though I'm hoping that it won't which is rather stupid because I've been told what can and most likely will happen if I ovulate on my own this cycle. So the stabbing pain in my groin started in last evening. At times it was causing me to clutch my groin area and groan.
My husband and I have special plans for this weekend. I can't afford to be in pain. I so want to have these weekend plans and we need them for our couples bonding. But I just found out that J has CQ duty tonight. He had no idea until he was about ready to come home for lunch. Oh joy! He's been wondering when he'd have it next. He's been wondering where the schedule has been hidden. Now I'm wondering why they didn't tell him earlier this week so we could have changed our plans in advance of the weekend.
We made some pretty important promises to each other for this weekend and now he's going to be too tired to see them through. We thought about going on a movie date. There is a free movie playing on post this Saturday that J has been wanting to see called Thor so I'm guessing we'll have to put that off because I know darn well he is going to be way too tired to do anything after CQ duty but sleep. Can't see as I blame him either after having to stay up for more than 24 hours.
J feels bad about our promises and that he won't be able to keep them. Sometimes what we do affects others as well and I really hope there will be no hurt feelings all around if the plans do crumble. I tried, he tried. Still it might all happen according to plan but I can certainly say that J will be very tired as will I, from so many sleepless night due to the pain.
On a sad note pertaining to one of my flower beds, the construction workers threw some boards into my flower bed killing off my white and blue morning glories and the red sunflowers I grew from seed. After contacting their project manager he said he'd make them fix it. Well someone showed up today and said the boards did no damage. Okay sure whatever. I closed the front door and said FML and went back to bed. Plant killing hurts me when I grew them from seeds. They are my babies too. It seems to be the only thing of mine that will grow of late and it means even more to me because I'm infertile. So when some idiot treats my personal property like their scrap yard I become insulted and with good reason. They killed my seedlings! I had such hope for the little climbers and tall sunflowers. I transplanted them with care. All for naught. Its so aggravating. I could even picture my morning glories climbing over the fence in full growth and blooming oh so prettily. But now there will be nothing. No patriotic garden this year. They even killed off my tomato seedlings leaving the boot print for evidence behind. So much for their promise to make sure they didn't damage my garden. Their fix was today to take some red plastic Danger tape and put it up across the garden area. Too little too late!