Friday, October 7, 2011
Yes, he's been getting on my nerves and raising my blood pressure. Its not healthy for me to have it that high. Our counselor has now suggested a better way for J to deal with his work stress so that he doesn't bring home as much of it. He told him to take up to 20 minutes when he gets home and just putter about the garage or in another room and leave me be.
I can't handle his stress. I've told him that there is nothing that I can do for him to fix any issue he might have with his job. That is a solid fact. I'm not a soldier I'm just a soldier's wife. I can cook, clean, help raise a family but I cannot and will not tell him how to do his job.
So this afternoon we went to the pharmacy and picked up my script for the double strength blood pressure medicine Labetalol. I now take 400 mg a day of it. Three years ago I took just 100 mg once a day. There is only so much Zen breathing, Yoga and a low sodium diet can do when there is so much stress in my life. Going through an IVF cycle is very stressful!
Oh the sweater is new too. Since I've lost so much weight I deserved the sweater from the clearance rack at the Eddie Bauer outlet. I went shopping there last weekend with J and my bestie S. We are planning on going back there again soon. Who knows maybe this long weekend.
I'm starting to learn that shopping can be a great stress reliever as long as the stores aren't that crowded and you are with good friends. I've never been one to like to shop but I think I might be changing my mind about that particular contact sport.