Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Just A Bundle Of Emotions
My moods are a bit mixed up today. I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. Looks like I'm going to miss that coffee date with a few friends today due to the fact that I don't have transportation. Won't be the first one I've missed since I'm without my own car. So that bums me out a bit.
I have laundry still to do and I over slept. Well I didn't really over sleep but the pain of my newest injury, I slightly sprained my ankle yesterday, yes the one I injured pretty darn bad a few years back. Plus it seems that my ovulation is triggering a lot of pain on my left side again. I'm guessing I'm growing another cyst as even a light pressing on my pelvis is causing me a lot of pain. Oh and trying to sleep on my back is also a treat since it feels like on the left side my back is being pushed inward with a metal pipe just where the ovary would sit.
Then just add in the wintery mix of weather we are having today. So um, my arthritis is flaring up along with the fibromyalgia. I'm just a really fun person to be around today. I really could use a day with the girls to get away from home.
Tested again this A.M. to see if I'm still within the ovulation window. Yup, but I can tell with the pain its going to make things uncomfortable if not down right interesting to create this baby we have hope for. If it doesn't happen for us naturally this cycle there is always the IVF set for January.
I want a baby soon. Its so depressing to see all my blogger friends getting their BFPs. I want one too and not just on a stick. I want it on a BETA!!!
So yeah I'm an emotional bit of fluff today. Someone needs to come over and blow this mood away from me fast before I just decide to eat all the raw cookie dough before it gets to the oven.
Oh and this week its chocolate chip peanut butter swirl cookies I'll be making.