my shop this morning. I'll be posting more of them over the next few weeks.
Last night I finished another preemie to newborn sized baby hat in a print. I also managed to start a preemie size hat too. But it didn't stop the headache.
I'm stressed. I know J must be too. But last night the headache was bad. While washing my face before bed and blotting it dry I pulled back the cloth and found blood. I couldn't figure out where it was coming from. Even J couldn't find a cut on my face or arm where I felt the water running off to. Water always seems to run down my right arm as I splash my face to remove the cleanser.
So with some more blotting I finally found where. I had a nose bleed. My face was reddish from the scrub so I didn't realize that my nose was bleeding. See what happens when you take your glasses off? Can't see.
I think I need to calm down. Last night was a headache and nosebleed. The night before was chest pains and slow pulse with skipping heart beats. If I don't find an outlet for my stress I'm going to give myself another heart attack.
But a bit of good news for me at least. This morning I had another sale of baby items waiting for me to fill from my online shop. Made me happy for a few minutes at least.
This afternoon I head to the dentist for them to remove the build up they put in place and start working on the crown. I like the build up. Not sure why I need a crown. I can't understand why it has to be so expensive either. But I'll have to suck it up and do what needs to be done. As if I can afford to be risking my health right now and complaining about bills. I am complaining. I'm worried. I can see that money I'll be paying out tonight and it hurts. One more appointment after this one tonight to get the final crown piece put in place. Just what I need, another tooth sensitive to hot and cold.
Enough. Time to count my blessings.
I'm alive. That is a good start.
My spouse loves me.
I enjoy my job. It doesn't pay much right now but I have hope it will pay out more later on.
I have my health.