So I had a horrible nightmare this morning. I thought about the nightmare and it seemed to have a bit of a moral to the storyline.
In my dream I was driving to Florida with my husband to tell my parents that I was pregnant. I get to their condo and find it's a murder scene. Home invasion. The body aren't covered up. It's a mess. My brother showed up before I did and he is now laying claim to all my parents possessions. I started crying. Not because of the loss of the possessions but because I had lost my parents. The only thing I wanted in the dream after my parents were removed was two cookbooks that had been in the family for a while.
So after waking up I evaluated the dream. It's best to not wait to tell my parents when I do get pregnant again even if it means that they will have to possibly deal with me losing another one. Yes, I had thought to not tell them until I was in the fourth month. Too much heart ache to let them know sooner but really I think with my dad's health being so bad it's best to tell him right away. He is living on borrowed time.
I've also learned that most things I could care less about owning that were my parents. I just truly do want the two cookbooks. If my brother, who is quite greedy about material things, wants it all I'll most likely not fight him.
No my parents no longer have their condo in Florida so the likelihood of this dream happening is basically nil.
Symptoms of either pregnancy or PMS:
Breasts are a bit sore---could be too much estrogen and another cyst forming
Tight feeling and some cramping in the uterus----could be endo and adenomyosis pain
Bi-lateral pelvic twinges today and last night---could be cyst pain.
Heightened sense of smell----maybe my sinuses are starting to clear up! Yay!
I listed two more pairs of baby booties in my shop today. http://www.etsy.com/shop/darendianadesigns?section_id=12104337
What a horrific nightmare :(
ReplyDeleteHoping tonight will be better.
DeleteThe good thing about nightmares is that we can learn from them sometimes! I am sorry though that you had such a graphic sad dream!
ReplyDeleteMy family is the same, once my father dies I am sure that there is going to be a crazy free for all. SOOO anticipating that, I asked that he give me the few items that I desire.
Crossing my fingers for you!!!
My parents actually have a few of my own items they are using. My black forest dumpling eater clock is just one thing I can think of off the top of my head. I didn't have walls tall enough to use it so they have it right now.
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